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[110709|05:37 pm] |
 I want to cut my fringe. Either to make it shorter or make it even. I am scared when I cut it, it will make me look funny or weird. I'm just scared to cut it. It ain't really nice especially when I want to pin it because of all the newborn hairs as it will curl and stick out. I am trying to find shampoos or stuffs that can make it better. I think I look weird without fringe. Wait, why did I say think? I already look weird without fringe. And even I have a fringe but it only covers a small portion of my face, it still looks funny. I don't know to you guys but to me is a yes. If I want to cut it shorter, sure but the thing is my hair is very slow at growing. And my hair is curly and not straight. If I don't want it to look weird, I will make it into a bun, scorpion or sometimes straighten it. This is all because I am following the school rule. If not I will be doing all the nice hairstyle if I can. hah Wow. Hair is a lot of trouble. No wonder they say love your family like you love your hair. haha Good sentence/phrase.
Do you guys have any ideas/opinions? Please leave a comment. |
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| m-a-c-d-o-n-a-l-d |
[110709|03:06 pm] |
 I think this is the time for me to do a proper post. I have been updating pictures or just rant or talk about some small stuffs.
Been able to listen to all the lessons and this time, everything that teacher thought, goes in my brain instead of exiting through my left ear. Even lessons are getting more and more difficult, I am able to understand and get it stored in my brain. Tried to self-study by myself because I think now, I can only rely on myself.
About the tuition group I want to have, I don't think it is going to work anyway. Things are changing because of that one month holiday. I think things are getting tougher and tougher for teenagers who are of the same age as me. I heard from somewhere that teenagers at about 14-16, they will have a lot of problems and it is either big or small ones. Omg. I hope it will end by this year.
Amazingly, I've been heading home straight after school. I think it is because I don't have any phone. Think of getting one by myself but I am having a list of things on my mind to buy. If I'm getting one, I am getting one cheap/budget phone.
Mathematics teacher is change to Mr Raj. I am so not prepared for his lessons. I don't know whether I am going to get anything stored in my brain. I think I have to prepare one Mathematics teacher. hah
Waiting for McDonald to come to my house. haha
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[080709|04:02 pm] |
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Loyang Secondary School.
I don't think that is the school where I belong. The school that no one really wants to be very close to me like how I am close with my friends in primary school. I can even have close friends from other secondary schools but not Loyang. I am somehow not the piece to complete it. Dammit. |
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| The letter V and the number 5 |
[070709|08:32 pm] |
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I wish I can be as brave as him too.
I don't know why I am watching all these terrorist stuffs even when Ms Shaheeda didn't ask us any questions about it. But I tell you, it is fun and sad to watch. You will be thinking the V is a bad guy but at the end of the story, you will take him as a good guy. I support him even though he is fighting for the right of the country. |
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[070709|08:18 pm] |
 I wish I can be as brave as Paul Rusesabagina. |
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| Social Studies |
[240609|11:07 pm] |
Not studying during the holiday is one big problem for me and there is another problem. I didn't study a thing during this holiday. I thought I promise myself but I broke it. I have to study a little bit starting from tomorrow. I don't want teacher asking me questions and I can't answer them. Ahhh dammit.
Other than that, I have to watch 2 out of 3 videos for Social Studies. They are V for Vendetta, Hitler-Rise of Evil and Hotel Rwanda. The ones that are underline are the ones I have to watch. Everytime when I want to watch it, it will be at night. But when I open the video, the face of the Vendetta (I guess) is so scary that I think it will be better for me to watch it during the day time. The thing is that I rarely use the computer during day time and if I use it, I forget about it. I usually use the computer during the day time to play games. Dammit. I guess I have to watch it tomorrow and I hope my uncle won't call me to ask him to help him. I need to fast tomorrow too.
I am starting to be more organize. Now, I have to change another thing. It is not to procrastinate. I have to stop that habit of mine. It is not healthy for me. I have to update everything in my planner and do as I put it. I need a better way of life. |
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| fathers' day cum june celebration |
[230609|11:46 pm] |
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  HAPPY FATHERS' DAY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS! There is one more person which is a boy but he didn't come.
I had fun but beginning of the pit, I was feeling giddy. It hurts a lot but I had to bear with it. Nearby, there are a lot of red ants. The big ones. From then on, I kept on alerting people when they walk there. haha It was fun but tiring. There were only a few father and the rest are tired or not available because of work. So sad. I thought it will be as lively as mothers' day but no. It was a little boring. But it is reasonable anyway because father are the one who will work to get money for the family so they are excuse because of that. Anyway, I think fathers are a hero because they will work hard to get the family going and without them, the family, won't really work out. So they are like the battery to the family. The pit was filled with delicious food and drinks. The drinks were empty very soon and they have to go and buy them like two times. A lot of people came and our family is a big family so that is the reason why the drinks finishes so fast. There were laughters and some parts that you will a little bit pissed. I had fun though. When I am pissed at someone I am related to, I won't be pissed at them for too long unless they really get on my nerves. heh The radio did really entertain us and all their jokes and nonsense stuffs. Pictures are updated at facebook. www.facebook.com/arrtiqahh / Sayang's livejournal yayyforme
And to someone I chatted with, you're irritating and I thought you are fucking understanding but you don't. You are just someone who thinks of yourself. You never put yourself in people's shoes and just blabber things out that hurt people's feelings. For goodness sake, think. You are one of the person I look up to okeh? |
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| siblings |
[230609|12:31 pm] |
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You guys make me clueless of what does siblings means and I don't even think that that word exist in my dictionary now. |
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| dictionary obscenity |
[230609|01:28 am] |
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 I don't know why but I've been reading my dictionary. I only read the meanings when the word really attracts me. heh There's a way it attracts me. And sometimes, I would fall asleep after reading not like when I am reading other books, still staying awake. So, the dictionary is my sleeping pill. No, book. (;
p.s. the word on the picture doesn't got to do with this. I love reading the dictionary. |
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| whispering a secret |
[230609|12:40 am] |
   Why are there secrets and hateness between our relationship? They will soon find out. |
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| harper's island |
[220609|02:03 pm] |
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 one by one I didn't know that it was that fun to watch.
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| bff |
[220609|01:50 pm] |
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I don't know whether you're my best friend or not because the way you treat me seems like it is a no. |
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| 30 minutes |
[220609|01:33 pm] |
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I don't think crying for half an hour is fun, seriously. |
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| Effa Nurfariza<3 |
[130609|01:46 am] |
Effa Nurfariza Binte Mohammad Effendi<3
You are the oxygen to my life. Without you, I can't survive. If I were to hurt you terribly, I can never ever forgive myself. Even a guy can never replace you and even any other people. You're my best friend which I never will forget for the rest of my life. You are the one who will always be there for me and always open my heart. You're a friend who I will treasure and I promise you, I will always be there when you need me. I cried last night and I was clueless to why I cry and feel sad but I guess it is because I miss you terribly. Please come back home safely. I can't wait to see you and hug you again. I can't wait to hang out with you like we used to or even a better one. I love you and I miss you. Mwah! |
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[110609|02:08 am] |
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See how wonderful the words are. |
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